rock on

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Woman does not exist.

Saktong sakto ang natutunan kong psychoanalysis mula kay Ma'am Sarah Raymundo kahapon sa SIKAP lecture series.

Sobrang sakto, ang creepy na kanina lang--na play out siya. >.<

Hats off kay Ma'am Sarah. Magaling ang pagkakadiscuss. Lalo na't hindi naman ako nag-aaral ng psychoanalysis. Medyo nosebleed sa simula pero noong kinalaunan, ok na. Naintindihan ko naman siya in the end. :) At ang galing. Naintindihan ko in 1hour.

Ngayon, kailangan ko lang maging negation.

Hmmm... Paano kaya yun?

-Lo-

Friday, September 26, 2008

Sleeping on Thesis Crunch Time

Waaaah!

I fell asleep!

I was suppose to take a short nap to rejuvenate my strength after my 3rd exam yesterday. I was suppose to sleep for only an hour or so. After that, I was suppose to do my powerpoint presentation for my thesis presentation on Monday.

But no!

I fell ASLEEP for more than 12hours. >.<

Now, I'm cramming again. >.<

:(

-Lo-

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Rain rain rain

I have been in love with the rain ever since I could remember.

I love the way tiny drops sound as they touch the ground, the pavement, some umbrellas, roofs, trees and people. I love how it washes out the dirt and makes everything seem clean.

I love staying in and sleeping in bed enveloped with the coldness the rain brings.

Tonight, as I write an exercise paper for my 8:30am class, I put on some dreamsounds and listened how it blends with the rain.

It would be perfect if you were with me.

-Lo-

Monday, September 22, 2008

Ayan ka na naman

Tinutukso-tukso ang aking puso.

Lolz.

Pero seryoso.

Kung hindi yung dream guy ko (na hindi na nagpaparamdam), ikaw naman ang nakikita ko.

Hmp.

Alam ko naman na kaya lang kita gusto ay dahil hindi kita makakamit.

Halata na bang iniiwasan kita?

Oh well. papel.

Gusto ko lang malaman mo na masaya akong nariyan ka. Kahit hindi ka maging akin.

-Lo-

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Almost There

So I passed my first draft thesis to my critic last friday.

1. I'm not satisfied with my revisions. I missed a lot of stuff. And I hate hate hate it when I work while I'm sick. I think I need to take vitamins again or something.

2. Wasn't able to do the conclusion I want to do.

3. I promise to revise revise revise my thesis after my presentation. I promise that I will be able to do this!! Ye!

4. Went to SIKAP's lecture series. I was down because I had sore throat and fever. But I needed to support SIKAP. :) Yey!

5. Law was there for me. When I really couldn't drive anymore... he drove me home while I slept. *shhhh*

6. My mom and dad was finally happy that I cleared the living room. While working on my thesis I invaded the living room. I spread a mat, put some pillows and work on my thesis day and night. :)

7. I'm trying to be more productive now. I have more papers and tests since I have 3more subjects besides thesis. The teachers are cramming, so the students are also cramming... Hmmm...

8. I miss blogging.

9. I still have my sore throat but I think I'm back. I will be revising my thesis from here on out. :)

-Lo-

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Sick at the wrong wrong time

Buwan-buwan, nagkakasakit ako. Hindi pumapalya yan. Maaring maliit na bagay lang gaya ng sipon o malaki gaya ng trangkaso.

Noong haykul ako, umiinom ako ng 4 na vitamins kada araw. Para akong may drug problem. Mayroon akong iron (anemic), vitamin C, multivitamins at yung isa para sa calcium or potassium (nakalimutan ko na). Tinigil ko na yun noong freshie ako sa UP kasi wala na akong panahon.

So ever since then, nagkakasakit ako. Malas na lang kung hindi maayos yung timing. Gaya ngayon.

Mayroon akong sore throat, migraine at sipon. Maaaring maging trangkaso kung mali lang ako sa self diagnosis ko (at lagnat, sipon at ubo talaga ang meron ako. pero hindi pa sure kaya sore throat muna). Natulog ako kaninang hapon. Sabi ko sandali lang para makapagpahinga lang ako. Tumuloy-tuloy hanggang 10pm ng gabi.

Naalala ko na ginising ako ni Law para uminom ng gamot dahil may lagnat raw ako. Kaso blurry kasi hindi ko maalala na gising ako. >.<

And for the cherry on top!!! >.< Revisions ko ng thesis this week. Dapat matapos kong irevise ang 10chapters ko by 19th. Kailangan.

Well, kapag natapos ko naman tapos na. Konting revisions na lang pagdating sa totoong pasahan.

Oh please. Sana matapos ko na ito. :)

-Lo-

Monday, September 15, 2008

Dahil nababaliw na ako sa tesis

Nagpagupit ako.

Sinamahan ko ang aking nanay sa parlor kanina. Pinagupitan na rin ako. Hindi naman gaanong binago. Pero numipis yung aking buhok at gumaan ang ulo ko. Siguro makakatulong din iyon sa aking pag-iisip sa pagrevise ng tesis. :) Oh please. sana.

-Lo-

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Adjustments

1. May bago akong globe number. Hindi ko na po ginagamit yung isa. Pasensya na po kung papalit-palit ako ng number.

2. Revisions na lang ang kailangan para sa aking tesis. Pero hindi maliit na bagay yun. Dahil malalaking revisions ang kailangang gawin.

3. Hindi ko makikita si Law ng isang linggo. Masyado na kasi akong clingy at dependent. Tignan natin kung makakaya ko. Lalo na't halos isang buwan rin kaming hindi magkikita kung makuha niya ang dream job niya.

4. Sanay na akong matulog ng madaling araw at magising ng tanghali. Kailangan na itong baguhin.

5. Panatiliing malinis ang kwarto. Bow.

-Lo-

Monday, September 08, 2008

Paranoia

I have done a bad bad bad thing. And I think I got caught. And being absolutely paranoid even without true basis... well, you could probably imagine how paranoid I am today.

Oh God... Oh please oh please oh please... no awkward conversations. I just want none of that. I promise not to do it again until I'm legal... or something.

-Lo-

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Disconnected

Dear You,

Honestly, the reason why I don't like her is because I feel like she's taking you away from me. And what I did was just sit back and watch if she does--which she did (from my perspective atleast).

I miss you. I miss hanging out--talking and laughing and sharing deep dark secrets. But I often stop myself because I feel we've grown apart. And since I'm immature, I blame her.

But it's not really her fault. I think it's mine. I distanced myself because I didn't like her. And I'm afraid that if I'm with you, I'd dread every minute because you'll probably talk about her. Yes, I am jealous. And I'm jealous because I knew she would cause this. And she did. But it was still my decision to distance myself that wreck us.

I miss you.

After all the craziness, I will try to reconnect.

Love,
Me

-Lo-

Dahil matagal na akong hindi nag-iinternet

1. 2days to be exact.

2. Bukas na ang bday ni Claire. Nagcra-cramming kami ng regalo. >.<

3. Nagalit ako. Hindi ako gold digger. Just so you know.

4. Pangit ang West Side Story na ipinapalabas sa Meralco Theatre. Mag-eelaborate na lang ako sa aking review.

5. Bagay sa akin ang mga dress. :) Kahit paminsan-minsan lang, maging demure ako. Ehehehe.

6. Lagi na lang akong pagod at kulang so oras. Not enough vitamins. Magiging masama ba talaga ang pagkakagawa ng time machine? Ha, Lawrence? Ha, Cracked people?

-Lo-