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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Counselor.

Ever since I could remember, I was the type of girl who gets in the middle of fights to sort things out. I remember helping alot of my friends and ended up being hated by their enemies. And since kids have no guts to stand up for themselves (they hear rumors about hating one person then they hate him/her to be with the 'in' crowd), I usually ended up being the most hated person in class. Because I was "trying to fix things".

I gave that up after my first year in highschool. It was a really traumatic event. Went all the way up to the principal. In the end, they said sorry and we sang Christian songs and pretended that they like me.

College came and I was at it again. I thought I was being smart this time. I was trying to stop making the same mistakes I did when I was in grade school and highschoo. But life is a big circle of fun and games. What happenend before, happenend again. Only this time, I refuse to be bully-ed.

Today, I played being Ms. Counselor again. Not to my friends but to my family. I'm starting to think I should ask for a commission or something. Get paid for helping others.

Nah.

Hopefully, I stop obsessing in trying to fix things. I can be too perfectionist sometimes. I should just let go. Not everything need's fixing.


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