Thursday, February 28, 2008
Sick on a Thursday
When I woke up at 6am, I was really feeling bad. My throat was scratchy, the room was cold and I can't get up from bed. I had to text my groupmates that I wouldn't be able to attend our class. I should apologize once more since we were suppose to meet for our upcoming press con next Thursday. (Really sorry guys)
My mom thought I wasn't able to wake up so she decided to wake me up. I said I was sick. She got my temperature... and voila! I'm not lying. Ahahaha. Oh well.
She came back after a while carrying breakfast along with my dad. He felt my neck and head and realized I was really sick. They woke me up for me to eat and drink medicines. That's sweet.
After eating I was able to get back to sleep. I woke up around 3pm. I need to wake up. I have 2 papers due tomorrow. I have to do them. And I have to go to class even if I'm not yet feeling well. I have 2 papers!! Haaay. I love Ma'am Jane and Sir Jun.
So, on with my papers. I'm still coughing, I still feel hot and I'm tired. I miss gradeschool.
-Lo-
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
tinaya ako ni aizza. tinataya ko si claire, law, eula, vianka, joan, abu, kasuy, edelene, kc alintanahin, aj. :D
1. my soon-to-be husband loves me very much.
2. my family is still intact. and healthy if i might add.
3. i don't need to submit anything tomorrow.
4. Kimya Dawson, Juno and You Tube videos.
5. i slept at 9pm last night. woke up 5:30 in the morning. it's a first.
6. i got to go to fully booked, bonifacio high street.
7. vanilla frappe, fit and right drinks, dvds, skirts, shorts and COLORED PENS from my dad.
8. my family's bonding moment last monday night.
9. i met lawrence's friends (from work) yesterday.
10. i'm going to see sugarfree with lawrence on friday. :D
-Lo-
Friday, February 22, 2008
i love the Juno soundtrack
-Kimya Dawson
loose lips might sink ships but loose gooses take trips
to san francisco, double dutch disco,
tech tv hottie, do it for scotty
do it for the living and do it for the dead
do it for the monsters under your bed
do it for the teenagers and do it for your mom
broken hearts hurt but they make us strong and
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
how's it gonna be?
i'll drop kick russell stover, move into the starting over house
and know matt rouse and jest are watching me achieve my dreams
and we'll pray, all damn day, every day,
that all this shit our president has got us in will go away
while we strive to figure out a way we can survive
these trying times without losing our minds
so if you wanna burn yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that I LOVE YOU
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend
shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreams
are seeming more and more worth fighting for
so i'll curate some situations, make my job a big vacation
and i'll say FUCK BUSH AND FUCK THIS WAR (sana may Phils. version)
my war paint is sharpie ink and i'll show you how much my shit stinks
and ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerful
they think we're disposable, well both my thumbs opposable
are spelled out on a double word and triple letter score
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we won't stop until somebody calls the cops
and even then we'll start again and just pretend that
nothing ever happened
we're just dancing, we're just hugging,
singing, screaming, kissing, tugging
on the sleeve of how it used to be
-Lo-
Hindi lang puro crush ang sinusulat ko.
2. Tinatanong ni Sir Jun kung nasaan daw ang UP sa isyu ng NBN Deal. May ginagawa na raw ang La Salle at Ateneo ang UP raw nasaan. Gusto ko sanang sagutin na "Sir, nandyan pa rin. Mula noon hanggang ngayon ipinaglalaban pa rin yung isyu. Mas highlight lang yung mga bagong schools kasi ngayon lang sila lumalaban. Kaya mas maraming focus sa kanila."
3. Pauwi, niligaw kami ng taxi driver. Feeling ko dahil yun sa hindi kami sumali sa rally. Ahahaha.
4. Sabi ko kay Lawrence, "Paano kung officially mag martial law?" Sagot niya wag daw akong mag-isip ng masama. Sabi ko, "Martial law naman na e. Wala lang curfew."
5. Mayroon pa rin pa lang mga tao na hindi naniniwala na malaki ang sira ng Pilipinas. Kasi mayroon pang hindi naniniwala kay Lozada. Kailan kaya matatapos ang skepticism ng mga Filipino?
-Lo-
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
You know I'm such a fool for you
Not by my parents. They never spoiled me. They couldn't afford to since I have a younger sister.
I'm spoiled by Lawrence.
He's someone who can give me anything I want and I need. And I'm seriously scared. He made himself a necessity in my life. I would definetely be damaged when he decides to leave.
We broke up around August 2007. Though most of my friends don't think we were broken up. Anyways, we broke up and still I couldn't keep him out of my life. I couldn't say no when he asks to visit or to talk.
Claire said this is a good thing. She says he loves me. Everyone we know says that he loves me.
Love is such a scary scary thing.
I'm scared because I don't want this to ever end. I want him to be my last. And the more scary fact is that I'm his first. There could be a second, a third or even a fourth.
I want to be the last.
-Lo-
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Through the keyholes I watched you dress
Dahil sa mahabang usapan. Matagal na akong walang ganun. Natutuwa naman ako na mayroon pa pala akong pwedeng makausap tungkol sa iba't ibang bagay.
Natatakot ako dahil kilala mo na ako. Paranoid. Na baka awayin mo na ako. Lalo na't may armas ka na against sakin. Pero as usual. Paranoia lang yun.
Sayang hindi kayo makakasama. Sana nakasama kayo. Oh well....papel. Ehehehe.
Muli, salamat.
At Claire, palagi kang nag-eexist sa akin.
-Lo-
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Your hands are mine to hold.
But this year, I came to like it a little bit.
Since I could remember, I love imagining things. I like thinking about what would happen when a certain situation comes up. This eventually led to my frustrations. I tend to expect imagines things/situations.
When I was little, I said to myself "if I had a boyfriend, he will do this...". Thus my fantasizing began.
None of my fantasies ever happened.
Until now.
I had a very important presentation for my Public Relations class. I dressed up really nice. I had the boots, the slacks and the polo. Yes, I wore boots and polo. Moving on, I was suppose to meet Lawrence for a quick moment when he gets off from work at 8:00am. Unfortunately, he got held up in a call and I had to get to class. He apologized and said he'd make it up somehow and then he went home.
I got sad and of course I got the nerves (for the presentation). At the back of my mind, I had a fantasy. That when I walk out of our classroom door, I would see him holding a rose or a chocolate or just spreading his arms out for a hug.
After class, our presentation went well. We were (from what I could gather) the best group from all that presented today. And I was still hoping he'd be there outside.
Our group was the last one to leave the room. And when I opened the door, he wasn't at the other side.
I looked sideways to get to the exit and their he was. Patiently and sleepily waiting for me.
For once, a fantasy came true.
-Lo-
Your hands are mine to hold.
But this year, I came to like it a little bit.
Since I could remember, I love imagining things. I like thinking about what would happen when a certain situation comes up. This eventually led to my frustrations. I tend to expect imagines things/situations.
When I was little, I said to myself "if I had a boyfriend, he will do this...". Thus my fantasizing began.
None of my fantasies ever happened.
Until now.
I had a very important presentation for my Public Relations class. I dressed up really nice. I had the boots, the slacks and the polo. Yes, I wore boots and polo. Moving on, I was suppose to meet Lawrence for a quick moment when he gets off from work at 8:00am. Unfortunately, he got held up in a call and I had to get to class. He apologized and said he'd make it up somehow and then he went home.
I got sad and of course I got the nerves (for the presentation). At the back of my mind, I had a fantasy. That when I walk out of our classroom door, I would see him holding a rose or a chocolate or just spreading his arms out for a hug.
After class, our presentation went well. We were (from what I could gather) the best group from all that presented today. And I was still hoping he'd be there outside.
Our group was the last one to leave the room. And when I opened the door, he wasn't at the other side.
I looked sideways to get to the exit and their he was. Patiently and sleepily waiting for me.
For once, a fantasy came true.
-Lo-
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Man is never satisfied.
Please come and save me.
-Lo-
Monday, February 11, 2008
"Inert Mass! Masang Inert ano...", Sir Bomen (PI100)
Akalain mong isang insomniac ay tulog na lang ng tulog. I feel so tired. Like I failed or something.
I got an invitation to climb Mt. Malarayat last Saturday with my Muma. I wanted to go. I really have a passion for mountain climbing and camping. But I remembered all my deadlines for this week's academic adventures. I had to say 'no'.
I was already starting to pack up my things. My dad ws so excited since he gets to pass on his earthly treasures (climbing gear) to me. When I said I can't go, he was a little sad.
I wish to climb a mountain. If you know any groups who would be climbing around late March, I would gladly come. :D
Hmmm... I should stop sleeping. Tomorrow, I'll try to check Power Up in Tandang Sora. I need to hone my wall climbing skills. And maybe I can learn where in Pasig the new Power Up gym is. I need to get out. I need exercise. I need to want to live.
Tama na nga. Ehehehe. Back to my academic adventures. >.<
-Lo-
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Meet Salt
Meet SALT. :D Bago kong pusa. ehehehe. Nakita ko siya sa daan. Muntik na siyang masagasaan ng kotse. Iyak siya ng iyak kahapon. Hinahanap niya yung mommy niya. Kaso hindi namin mahanap, kaya kinuha ko na lang. :DGusto ko pa naman ng black cats. =P Dapat Irony pangalan niya. O di kaya Karma. Kaso ayaw ng kapatid ko. So, Salt na lang. Kasi may aso kaming Pepper.
Kaya Salt and Pepper. Ahahaha. Babaw. Korni rin no? Pero super saya ko na may pusa ulit kami. Mababait pusa e. Tsaka malambing. Kaso ibang usapan na yung amoy ng kanilang dumi. Hopefully, matrain agad si Salt para hindi na magkaroon ng ganung problema. :D
-Lo-
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Parlor Date
Bagong hairspa!! :DNatuloy na rin finally ang aming parlor date ni Law. :) Siya nagpakalbo lang. Withing 10mins, tapos na siya. Ako, 2hrs inabot. Sobra naman yun. Ehehehe. :)
Pero at least maayos na naman uli buhok ko. Yey!! Buti na lang naaasikaso ko na sarili ko. Kahit papaano. :P
-Lo-
Kung Hei Fat Choi
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General There are more obstacles for those who are born in the year of the Rabbit compared to last year. More restrictions and sudden challenges will impede progress of your desires. Your concentration is weaker and your attention span is shorter than usual. Hence, there is a strong tendency to overlook details or being forgetful. This year, it is important for you not to make impulsive decisions and if a decision is required, try to give it more time to think it through or request someone who you can trust to go through the details with you. The good part of this year is that your popularity is running high. It is a good time to build rapport, to meet new people, to meet people who could help you and to socialize and to be in a team. This year the people who could help you are females. While you are the star of the town, there are some green eyes casting their unfriendly glances at you. Remember not to make yourself an easy target for betrayal. There is a high chance of being involved in legal disputes. Career There are more sudden challenges that are expected to jump at you this year. Hence, always make contingency plans. You will function better in a team. If you could arrange the resources such that your teammates handle the technical or operational parts of the job while you handle the marketing and public relations side of it, your success rate will be higher. There will be more office politics this year. Be prepared to protect yourself well against it. Avoid gossip corners. Avoid flaunting your success or your popularity. There may be legal disputes due to envious people. Wealth Be extra careful when it comes to investments this year. This is mainly due to a lack of concentration and a shorter attention span. Either sleep on the idea for some time before making a decision or request someone that you could trust to go through the fine print of the contract before signing on the dotted line. Relationship This is a very good year in terms of relationships. Those who are attached will have a high chance of getting married this year. There is a strong chance that singles will meet the love of their lives. For those who are married, the passion in their relationship will be burning bright. Health There is a high chance of falling ill and being accident-prone. Have adequate rest to ensure that you are always alert. This is especially so for those who drive. People There are many back-stabbings and betrayals this year. Avoid sharing too much information with people who may have a conflict of interest with you. The irony is that due to your strong popularity this year, there are some people who will not like you to be so likeable and decide to make life tougher for you than it should. Protect yourself by not flaunting your popularity and keeping a low profile. There are signs of being involved in legal disputes this year. |
-Lo-