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Sunday, September 30, 2007

How long does it take to heal a heart?

Whatever our relationship is, it's not working.

We're friends. I keep telling people it's better this way. No wait. I keep telling myself it's better this way.

I thought by being friends, we're going to be fine.

But he holds my hand.

He kisses my forehead.

He still treats me like a princess.

And I fall all over again. Only to wake up that I'm not allowed to fall for him.

Jealousy came over me last friday. And again today. I saw something I shouldn't have seen.

Yes, I'm not over him. I probably never will.

I answered my own question. And it's eternity.

-Lo-

I do have fantasies

I realize that I have these fantasies... well, more of expectations but since there's no way of it getting true, so it's fantasy.

I promise to list down these fantasies. I will try my best to make it happen. Well, some of it I guess.

-Lo-

Saturday, September 15, 2007

To you who is the epitome of my hatred

HOW DARE YOU!!!

I curse you with all the pain and suffering this damned world can offer.

It's people like you that makes me depressed enough to be obsessed with my own thesis. I hate you I hate you I hate you!

How dare you take something so sacred? How dare you tarnish a completely innocent and pure human being?

I hate you!

I'm furious yet I can't find the words to fully express this hatred.

I wish you get what you deserve for taking something that precious!

I hate you.

I hate you!

Bwisit!!!

I do not wish death upon you and your kind. I wish you to suffer as much as your victims have suffered. Physically, emotionally, psychologically and mentally.

You don't deserve any respect.

-Lo-

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