Yes, I'm admitting to my faults. I'm sorry for putting you out there as if you're the most evil person on earth. My only defense is that I wasn't thinking clearly when I wrote what I wrote. I didn't consider your feelings or your side of the story. For that, I'm sorry.
I have been unfair to you for most of the time we were together. I don't want to be unfair to you to the last minute that you're together.
I'm sorry. Don't tell me that I shouldn't apologize because I know I do. And although I know you understand why I did those things. My reasons were not enough to validate what I did.
Again, I'm sorry for the rants, bitter posts, insults and most of all... the heartbreak.