I wasn't able to teach T and Sue today since classes were suspended and I was a little sick this morning. Yet I feel guilty for not being able to be there.
I really don't like wasting time. I often wish that there would be more hours in a day because there isn't enough time to do everything I want and need. So may things to do, so little time.
I've been thinking about my current situation. And I realize one thing: I'm a loner. I haven't really given myself freedom for my friends to know me. And I'm still struggling to put myself out there. I just can't seem to trust myself not to foul this up.