Thursday, November 30, 2006
i feel guilt.
I really don't like wasting time. I often wish that there would be more hours in a day because there isn't enough time to do everything I want and need. So may things to do, so little time.
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I've been thinking about my current situation. And I realize one thing: I'm a loner. I haven't really given myself freedom for my friends to know me. And I'm still struggling to put myself out there. I just can't seem to trust myself not to foul this up.
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I will be successful in my mental, spiritual, physical and emotional worlds. I have a millionaire mind.
-Lo-
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Dahil may lahat ay may limitasyon...
Kailan mo ba sasabihin na dapat maghinay-hinay muna? Kailan ba pwedeng sabihin na napapagod ka na?
Ma-pride akong tao. Aminado ako run. Madalas hindi ako titigil sa paggalaw hangga't alam kong kaya ko pa. Madalas gawa pa rin ako ng gawa kahit na wala na rin namang mapupuntahan. Madalas, napapagod na ako pero di pa rin nagpapahinga.
Gusto ko lang malaman kung kailan pwedeng tumigil. Yung sa pagtigil ko, hindi ako nakakahiya. Yung hindi ko mararamdaman na hindi ko naibigay ang lahat ng makakaya ko. Yung katanggap-tanggap na pagsuko.
Baka sakaling kapag nalaman ko na kung kailan na iyon, maaari na akong makapagpahinga. At sana'y maging masaya.
-Lo-
Monday, November 20, 2006
SIKAP teambuilding, Bday celebration and the new baby.
Then we heard a cry.
Our Cinnamon (Chow-chow) gave birth! We couldn't believe it. Her belly didn't even grew big. She had one baby, so I guess that explains the little belly. But we really didn't think that she was pregnant. It's a little sad since we weren't present when her labor happened. Sad.
Anyways, as promised... here are some pictures.
Ang aming team! Ganda ng kombinasyon no? (Brains, Weirdness, Beauty)
Ang aming Pinoy Henyo game! Kyut ni ate Aizza ano?
Bagay na bagay kay Kuya Josh ano?
Ang team na andaming awards. Taray!
Picture muna! :) 
And on the other side... :) hiya yata kayo.
Kamukha ko no? Ahahaha
Pinagkakamalan kaming twins... hindi naman kami magkamukha!
Kailangan may pic din kami, diba?
One happy family. :)
Cinnamon and her baby. :)
-Lo-
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Learning to be a little more mature
I'm already 19 years old. I can't believe how quickly time pass by. Tsk tsk. It's my last year as a teenager. I think I should dedicate this year to my productivity. Right?
Yesterday, my org UP SIKAP had a teambuilding. I really missed those guys. We haven't been seeing each other lately ever since last sem. So, it was really refreshing to finally have laughs with them.
Last night, my family and I celebrated my birthday in Tiendesitas. We had dinner and we saw some dogs that are for sale. :) They're so cute! I really want a mini daschund.
Lawrence! Nabasa mo ba yun?
Ahahaha...
I'll post yesterday's pictures later. :)
-Lo-
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Olongapo--one of the best places I've ever been to
Ate KC is my seatmate! :) Tsalap makipagkwentuhan at soundtrip sa bus ng Victory Liner.
Kathoid and Wenki. :) winner na friends ahahaha... super laftrip kapag kasama mo.
Kathoid, Wenki and Abu! :) Nasa jeep on our way to Abu's pamangkin's house. :)
So ayun, after namin pumunta sa bahay ng pamangkin ni Abu naghike kami papuntang falls! :)
Unfortunately, itong ilog lang ang napuntahan namin. Hindi na kami nakaakyat sa may falls dahil gagabihin kami sa aming pag-uwi.
After maligo sa ilog, naghike ulit kami pabalik. Mas mahirap na hiking. Haaay naku!
After maligo sa ilog, the next day naligo naman kami sa Pundakit beach! :) Super sayang salubungin ang mga waves. Naririnig ko pa si Abu na sumisigaw ng "WAVE!!!"
Ate Katre and Ate Jeda. :) New friends. Super bait and super cool. :) Hope to see you in UP more often. :)
At dahil hindi na lumalabas ang mga pics na naiupload ko... punta kayo sa multiply account ko para makita ang iba pang pics. :)
I love Olongapo. :P
-Lo-
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Tomorrow evening, my sister and I are going to move back to our own boarding houses. I failed myself again for not doing 'my goals' for this sembreak. I never seem to have the time.
I will regret this, sooner than I think.
I had a long chat with Claire last night. It was refreshing to chat with someone who listens to my opinions. :) Nyahaha! Salami Claire. :) miss na kita! :)
I had a good day yesterday. :) I had dinner with my tutees' family. I also got to talk to their father (who is still in Korea) about our situation. I won't be able to teach Sue every Mondays and Thursdays since I have class until 4:00 in the afternoon. I can only come to their house at aroung 5:00 pm. By that time, she will be taking classes in a tutorial center. So we had to plan a different arrangement for our situation.
My Lawrence picked me up last night. He was so sweet to actually wait for me. Even if he was really tired and sleepy, he still went with me. Awww... Nyahaha! :)
When I got home, I saw my grades. I think it was alright. :) I had a 2.5 in my Journ100. It's a grade that I didn't expect. But I guess it was alright. I can't blame anybody but myself. I really think that I wasn't really getting into the class.
Thank you sir Gotiangco. I thought you failed me. Ahahaha! :)
My second sem starts on November 9. I learned (from the past sem) that I have to prioritize. Most of the time (last sem), I wanted to quit whatever it is I'm doing. I guess I just didn't prioritize enough that's why it was hard for me to work.
Hopefully, this coming enrollment it wouldn't be as hard as the last time to get GE's. I need 18 units this sem. I also wish that the CRS wouldn't screw up so many times. Tsk tsk. This year's CRS is a real disappointment.
Yawn. I need to get some sleep. :) Tomorrow, I'm going to buy my school supplies, fix my things and go to my boarding house. I miss my old roomie Rhea. Hopefully, we'll have a meaningful and loving fun when Joan moves in our room. Ahahaha.
Will disaster strike?
-Lo-
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Jealousy kills
bakit ba ako selosa?
e ano naman kung may babae. at bakit sa babae ka nagseselos? pwede namang lalake diba? katakot naman yun. grabe na kung ganun. dalawang beses na nangyayari sayo yun kung sakali. tsk tsk.
haaay.
wag ka ngang magduda. magiging maayos din. wala yun. walang babae. walang lalake. ginagawan mo lang ng walang kwentang istorya ang isip mo dahil nalulungkot ka.
oo. nalulungkot ka lang.
yun na nga siguro yun.
-Lo-
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
PC breakdown
Hirap makapag-net. May problema na yata ang aming pc. Kinakailangan ko na talagang mag-clean up nito. Kaya dapat bukas pagkatapos ng duty ko sa tutor, mag-write na ako ng mga pics para mabawasan na yung kargang memory nito. Haay...
waaah. hindi ko ma-upload yung pics from Olongapo. Huhuhuhu... bukas na nga lang...
-Lo-